Sunday, October 10th, 2004

04:57pm FRIENDS ONLY - CUT mood | blank I'm doing a friends cut again. Thanks :) :) :) ♥Andrea 51 tears N cry for me

Tuesday, May 18th, 2004

10:55pm ARGH. mood | scared music | 'I hate danger' - bikini kill Being by myself sucks. I should have a party when my Dad leaves like this.. instead I'm watching the Simpsons. Yay for me. Hope it doesn't start raining again.. Then I'll have to call one of my guy friends and whine. Lol... Look what I made~! ;x ( what is love ) ~Andrea 3 tears N cry for me

Sunday, May 16th, 2004

05:38pm Holy Fuck mood | tired music | 'behind blue eyes' - limp bizkit I just watched Gothica. Holy Fuck. That movie is fucking awesome.. I was like jumping out of my seat~! I think I screamed at least once. Lol... WOO HOO~! I love scary movies. They fucking rule. ~Drea cry for me

03:47pm Lmao. mood | amused music | 'california' - phantom planet I'm watching Jerry Springer Raw and Uncut on Payperview... There's two chicks wrestling an audience member naked.. covered in body paint.. haha.. It's like a porno.. but unofficially. ~Andrea cry for me

Saturday, May 15th, 2004

06:10pm Fuck it. mood | crushed music | 'am I not pretty enough' - kasey chambers He said: You're upset aren't you I said: No.. of course not Chris has a gf now. Am I not pretty enough Is my heart too broken Do I cry too much Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me I live I breathe I let it rain on me I sleep I wake I try hard not to break I crave I love I've waited long enough I try as hard as I can chorus I laugh I feel I make believe it's real I fall I freeze I pray down on my knees I hope I stand, I take it like a man I try as hard as I can chorus why do you see why do you see why do you see why do you see right through me ~Andrea 4 tears N cry for me

Thursday, May 13th, 2004

03:06pm Let's explore the alphabet kids... mood | amused music | 'the sound' - further seems forever Stolen from rhey A ☆ Act your age 18 but I act around 13 ;) B ☆ Breast size 40D C ☆ Chore you hate cleaning the bathroom.. bleh.. ;x D ☆ Dad's name Robert, Bob, Robby, Bobby, Bobert... lol E ☆ Essential make up item Black mascara F ☆ Favorite bands I don't have a fave singer so I changed this question.. lol. Fall Out Boy, Greenday, Yellowcard, Dashboard Confessional, Sunny Day Real Estate, Modest Mouse, The Postal Service, From Autumn To Ashes, Further Seems Forever, Flogging Molly, Garbage, No Doubt, The Mighty Mighty Boss Tones, Nirvana, The Beatles, Bright Eyes, Something Corporate, Dropkick Murphys, Sugarcult, Funeral For A Friend, Boys Night Out, Lucky Boys Confusion, Queen, Bush.... There's prolly more.. lol :P G ☆ Gold or silver silver H ☆ Hometown simi valley, CA I ☆ Instruments you play my voice-box is the only thing I play J ☆ Job title pharmacy technician K ☆ Kids none L ☆ Living arrangements in an apartment with my Dad, and soon to be living with Helen.. my best friend M ☆ Mom's name Lora N ☆ Number of people you've fallen in love with zero O ☆ Overnight hospital stays none that I can remember P ☆ Phobia being alone Q ☆ Quote you like "Angels can fly because they take them selves lightly.." "If God had wanted me to see the sunrise, he would've made it later in the day..." R ☆ Religious affiliation christian S ☆ Siblings 3 older brothers T ☆ Time you wake up when I feel like it U ☆ Underwear of choice anything that's cute, sexy, or has lace V ☆ Vegetable you refuse to eat lima beans.. um ew W ☆ Worst habit biting my nails X ☆ X-rays you've had none I can remember Y ☆ Yummy food you make I'm yummy enough.. I don't need to make anything ;) Z ☆ Zodiac Sign Libra ~Drea cry for me

Tuesday, May 11th, 2004

08:27am Yay mood | accomplished music | 'breaking rules' - lucky boys confusion I sent a check to Lj updating my paid account. Yay. *moans really loud* Sorry I was stretching. :) Greetings Andrea -- Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, May 11: Satisfy your ambitions. Please your palate. Excess is permitted (in moderation!). Luckily for you, the people around here let you get away with much more than usual. Show them your appreciation. Woo hoo who wants some appriciation~? ;P ~Curly cry for me

Monday, May 10th, 2004

06:09pm Tee Hee... mood | hyper music | 'I'm gonna steal your girlfriend' - lucky boys confusion ( Stupid Ass Quizes ) Muahaha.. lol ~Drea cry for me

02:31pm Hmmm.... lol mood | contemplative music | 'I won't make you' - something corporate I'm under attack again my dear, I'm in the way Got no resolutions, no clever anecdotes to say And still if I yell at the top of my lungs will it be the same? I'd fly you a flag, I'd bury this pen into my veins I wanna feel for you tonight But I won't make you I won't make you The telephone number I got for you says nobody's home The best thing I can think to do right now is leave it alone And you had an apology in your mailbox since last July It's funny when you find the words to say you find no reply I wanna feel for you tonight But I won't make you I won't make you Scream my name just one more time But I won't make you I won't make you And it's been hours now To be here like this And just to lay you down And just to taste your lips And just to keep me up God I'm tired of sleeping And just to lay inside you And just to know this feeling I wanna feel for you tonight But I won't make you I won't make you Scream my name just one more time But I won't make you I won't make you ~Andrea cry for me

Sunday, May 9th, 2004

01:15pm Grrr... mood | horny music | 'the astronaut' - something corporate I can't decide if I like my hair or not. I'm thinking about changing it back. I dunno. I dunno if I can afford to spend $100 again to change it back. I don't think I like it. I dunno. I don't even want to post pics of it. Cuz I don't think I like it. I wanted blonde and black.. now I have really really really light brown with white blonde chunks.. I dunno. We'll see. Can a person masterbate too much~? ~Andrea 10 tears N cry for me

Thursday, May 6th, 2004

11:03am quite strange.... mood | happy music | 'I'm the best at ruining my life' - from autumn to ashes I woke up this morning with a smile on my face.. hmm.. very odd. Lol.. ;x ~Andrea cry for me

Wednesday, May 5th, 2004

10:57am Sexsi Drea mood | amused music | 'death valley queen' - flogging molly Fuck yea dude.. lol. I just spent $200 of a bunch of shit. I bought 2 jackets, 2 shirts, 1 pair of earrings, 1 pair of shoes, and a tote bag. But it was worth it cuz I'm gonna look fucking hot in these outfits.. omigoodness. AHHHHHHHHHH~! I have to wait 7 to 10 buisness days to get it.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I don't think I can wait that long.. Well at least I will have my hair done by the time that I get my clothes. My Dad's gonna be pissed when he finds out about how much money I spent.. oops. :D Hey~!? At least it's my money and I'm paying for it. Geez.. ;x Any hot guys wanna take me out for a date so I can show off my new hair and clothes~? Hehehehe.. ;P ~Drea 2 tears N cry for me

Tuesday, May 4th, 2004

01:12am Love.. mood | complacent music | 'the trouble with love is' - kelly clarkson Love can be of many splendid things Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sail and fairy tails It will make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind It will fool you everytime The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesnt care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See you've got no say at all Now I was once a fool it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my worlds a deeper blue I'm sadder but I'm wiser too I'd swore I'd never love again Swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See you've got no say at all Everytime I turn around I think I've got it all figured out My heart keeps callin and I keep on falling over and over again This sad story always ends the same Me standin in the pouring rain It seems no matter what I do It tears my heart in two (The trouble with love is) The trouble with love is yea (It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside (Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride (The trouble with love is) It's in your heart It's in your soul (It doesn't care how fast you fall) Your losing all control (And you can't refuse the call) ooooooooooooooo See you've got no say at all (The trouble with love is) oooooooooooooooooooo yea yea *music fades with back up singers still singing) ~Drea cry for me

Friday, April 30th, 2004

04:19pm mood | gloomy music | 'in the arms of an angel' sarah mclachlan Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it ok There's always some reason to feel “not good enough” And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction, oh beautiful release Memories seep from my veins They may be empty and weightless, and maybe I'll find some peace tonight In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies That you make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference, escaping one last time It's easier to believe In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness That brings me to my knees In the arms of an Angel, far away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here * screams and beats her head against the wall * ~Andrea cry for me

11:39am Stolen mood | horny music | 'clark gable' - the postal service 1. Go into your LJ's archives. 2. Find your 23rd post. 3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to). 4. Post the text of the sentence in your LJ along with these instructions. January 9th, 2001: I think that after a long gap things have changed and people will feel differently about me in some way, and then they won't like me any more. ~Curly cry for me

09:36am La Dee Da... mood | horny music | 'she loves me not' - papa roach So Helen called me last night and I guess her Uncle was expecting Helen to stay at her Grandma's house for the summer so she could help pack up her Grandma's things. And even though Suzannah lives in San Diego, her and her Grandma don't get along.. so Helen kinda feels obligated to stay there and help her Grandma go through all her things. Her Uncle lives in San Francisco so it would really difficult for him to go through all that shit in the house just cuz he'd have to fly to SD to do it. But the whole thing is fucken gay because it's her Uncle's fault that he assumed that she would be there over the summer to help with the packing. He's a fuckin dumbass.. how is it Helen's responsibility to stay behind and fuck up all her plans just to pack up some boxes cuz her Uncle's too cheap to buy a plane ticket and do it himself. And I have a feeling that her Mom had something to do with this all along. Because the reason why her Uncle called her was because her Uncle got a phone call from Helen's Mom. Wow doesn't that sound familiar. I just find it hard to believe that her Mom had only nice things to say about this whole situation. I mean her whole family hates me for no reason. Even her family that lives in England that have never met me hate me. So I think her Mom called her Uncle, told him horrible things about me, then her Uncle called Helen trying to make her feel guilty about leaving her Grandma and made it sound like she was the only one who could do it. I should seriously be in a Speech and Debate club I'm hella good at it. I spent like 2 hrs on the phone with Helen just making all these really good points.. muahahaha. I usually never make a point, let alone a good point. So all in all I think I got Helen to realize that it's not her responsibility to stay in SD and pack up her Grandma's shit. It's her Uncle's responsibility and all the other children of her Grandma. So basically Helen's gonna call me after she's talked to her Uncle. The thing with the deadline is that Helen needs to move out here before June 30th to register for school so she can start in the fall. That's just the way it is. And it's not like she can just miss a semester or even a year because that would put her really behind anyways.. But I guess she might take off a year and just do summer school or something.. who knows. I thought that they didn't have semesters but they do I was mistaken. I think it depends on what you're taking and when your classes are offered and everything. Who knows. I have no clue what's going to happen.. honestly I'm not too excited about starting school but I know I have to. But if Helen comes out here and doesn't start school I'm not going to just because I really don't want to go to school. I hate school. I haven't talked to Chris in like 3 or 4 days.. he texted me yesterday and I told him that I wanted to cover him in chocolate syrup and lick it all off... ;P Although I was just kidding he didn't take it that way and got all excited about it. Stupid boys. He wanted Helen's number so Craig could call her, but I said no because I'm not gonna get Craig's hopes up if there's still a slight chance that Helen's not coming out here. She said that she still is coming out here, no it's just about when she's coming out here and whether or not she'll be going to school. So I dunno what the fuck is going to happen. I just wanna know as soon as possible so I don't have to keep worrying about it. Fuckin A~! I miss Jake, Nate, and Devin.. lmao. I miss Jake just cuz he's hella funny, everytime we hung out we always had a good time. I talked to him a couple nights ago and I guess he got a girlfriend.. figures.. no wonder the bastard hasn't called me. What a fag. Then he said that he would call me the next day and tell me about her and where they met and everything but he never did. I guess he's not in love with me anymore... I miss Nate just cuz I miss his huge teddy bear hugs, I miss the way he made me laugh, I miss him dancing around the house in tighty whiteys, singing Garth Brooks and being the biggest fucking hick I know. I miss laying on him and feeling incredibly safe. When I was with Nate I knew that no one would hurt me because he was there. I miss Devin because I miss the way I could always make him laugh like a girl.. his little giggle.. it was so unlike the 18yr old I knew. I miss the way my stomach felt when I saw him walk into a room, I miss the way my face would light up when I saw his Jeep in the parking lot. I just miss having a boy around. Not a boyfriend.. just a boy. I sent Nate a text.. he ignored it and didn't write me back of course. Coming from the guy that talked my ear off 4 weeks ago you'd think that he would write me a text back for fuck sakes. Wtf.. Oh well I think it's best that I don't talk to him anyways.. cuz I miss him so much that I might fly out there to see him and never come back. Grrr.. Nate would make the cutest husband 4real.. he's so cuddly and big. Not to mention that he's such a hardworker, but then he knows how to party and have a good time. And he loves kids.. Amanda's kids loved Nate so much.. But I think his huge hands scared her 10 month old. Nate's just huge compared to a baby.. but he's so cute that he doesn't scare them.. I think. Lol.. I dunno.. Nate will make some woman very happy someday. Will it be me~? Who knows.. Prolly not. ( some random pictures ) Oh and btw if you haven't rented or bought love actually you need to now~!!!!!!! Today go get it~! It's soooooo funny, it's the cutest romantic comedy I've seen in awhile. ;) ~Drea 2 tears N cry for me

Wednesday, April 28th, 2004

07:09am Survey Stolen From Am-ber-beeb mood | grumpy music | 'the dream of evan and chan' - the postal service ( Everything you'd want to know about me ) ~Andrea cry for me

Monday, April 26th, 2004

12:36pm That's what I get......... mood | distressed music | 'pretty girl' - sugarcult Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about That's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men And that's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head And that's what you get for falling again You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love Love Pretty girl, pretty girl Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything Pretty soon she'll figure out You can never get 'em out of your head It's the way That he makes you cry It's the way That he in your mind It's the way That he makes you fall in love It's the way That he makes you feel It's the way That he kisses you It's the way That he makes you fall in love Love ~Curly cry for me

09:35am Just Once mood | tired music | 'one chance' - modest mouse Can I just date a hot guy with a mohawk once~? I mean work with me here... Just once in my life I'd like to beable to say, "yea.. I dated a guy with a 'hawk." I dunno what it is.. Just something about that hair-do makes me happy. LMAO. It's too early for me to be awake. Wtf is wrong with me. ~Drea 10 tears N cry for me

Sunday, April 25th, 2004

11:56am The cutest little baby in the world mood | bitchy music | 'paranoid android' - radiohead LMAO.. I saw this and thought it was so cute~! Sorry bout the journal change again. Although Sean from Yellowcard makes my panties wet.. the bright ass yellow was fucking pissing me off.. ~Drea 10 tears N cry for me

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